Monday, January 7, 2013

Polyvore Mistake

Lately you have noticed other post that I have on my blog that are just pictures, well I don't know how to take them off, so enjoy the fashionable pictures also.  Have a blessed night!

Sinner

Have you had a sin that was so bad to you that you wanted to get rid of it, but could not.
     When I came closer to Christ almost five years ago Whooohooo! (could not have done this without God), I was lost on the whole sinner thing.  I went to church almost everyday when I was younger but I still did not pick it up.  The reason why I didn't understand sin because to me it was another home from home, but I would rather be at church than at my real house at times.  So all those years seating at church I did not get one ounce of knowledge about God, Christ, or the Holy Spirit because I was too busy sleeping in church.

   I got baptized when I was twelve years old and didn't know why, all I know was that I ended up in a chair in front of the church asking for my name and the next thing I was being prep for baptism.  After baptism I saw how everyone looked at me like it was the best thing to do which was but I did't know, all I knew was after being baptize you could not sin anymore to my knowledge anyway.  When I was twelve I thought sin was killing someone, fighting, cursing, and etc.  The thing that I didn't know was I forgot my "mind" which sin too because of my thoughts of others when I was mad or sad and I had lots of angry thoughts because I was picked on when I was in elementary and middle school.  I always thought that I was a good girl until my second freshmen year in college and I prayed to God while I was in church because as usually I was falling asleep again in church.

My prayer:

Father please help me because I am not getting your message like I want to.

When I prayed that prayer God sent so many people in my life that it was crazy, now I fast forward and after reading a chapter out of a book my friend gave me call "God is in the small stuff for the Graduate", and I realized I really can't get rid of a sin unless I give it over to God.  I need to stop controlling cause when I do it never work out for the best.  If you are controlling your life now stop and give it over to God, it will change your life..

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Rooster

On the first night of New Years Conference it was amazing night!! I enjoyed every word of it because it was about God. We had a speaker last night that told us stories about his life and combined it with the word. It was amazing to hear the word that way and just to see how God explain the word in a different way. The topic of the night was "The Way of the Rooster", that was a weird topic that I pick up but it made sense when it is talking about God.

The meaning behind it is when we are trying to live a for Christ because we know in our heart that it is right to do what God ask of us, but (there is always a but) we always have this little voice or for some people big voice in our head that sway us from God (the way of the rooster). Who would have knew that you could learn a message by listening to a story about a rooster. Think about it!

Happy New Year